I spoke with my doctor today and they recommended we try again. They said everything looked right...the donor's count and motility was excellent, I had 3 good-size follicles (2 were 18's), I responded well to all the hormones, everything was in place the way it should be...it just didn't add up for whatever reason. But that's no reason why it won't work next time, I guess.
We need to wait until morning to make sure dh's commission check is as much as it has been lately (or more...more would be nice too). If it is, we'll have enough money to do this again...if not, I don't know what we'll do. My ex-husband owes me a thousand dollars, but if he knew that's why we needed the money there is no way in Hell he'd give it to us...he is THAT kind of person. (Incidentally, he is ALSO the same person who has had like 4 or 5 abortions with his gf in the past 3 years, and he calls to tell me about it every time!!!)
:( Here's hoping things go well this time. The way my luck is, though, dh's check will probably be too small tomorrow and we won't be able to do this at all...or there will be a run on donor #11116 and he'll be sold out...something.
I'm not feeling very positive right now. I'm in a very dark, sad place. Help me be more optimistic!!!
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