Normally after a 5 day transfer they test on day 8 and then again on day 10, but because day 10 was going to fall on a weekend they backed it up a day. Apparently, that's considered okay as something would have shown up in the blood work even in a small amount. I know based on my age they will suggest that I move on to donor eggs, but I don't know if I'm ready to do that yet (plus it's so expensive). My insurance should cover one more IVF (well half of it anyways), so I think I might give that one more shot. I was so hopeful this time around since my eggs made it to day 5, but apparently they just didn't want to stick. I'm not sure what else I can do differently to make this next time a success. Thank you all for your prayers.
My RE changed my protocol to a microdose Lupron with gonal f and BCP from Ganerilix and follistim. There was a clear improvement in the quality of the eggs. They also allowed me to stim at a slower rate and longer
I did the micro dose Lupron and Gonal F this last time. I'm not sure about the BCP though. I figured they were all the same. I felt like my egg quality was pretty good and even the RE commented that they were doing great especially for a woman over 40. The self doubt kicks in of course. Was it me? Did I do something wrong? Could I have taken it easier? I'm going to try again, but have to pick a new donor now as mine is sold out and done with the program. Just one more thing. Sigh. I went to my acupuncturist (who I adore) today. I totally burst out crying on the table. I was so embarrassed. He sat there with me for a moment though and told me not to give up. I said I'm not. As a good friend of mine says " pull up your big girl panties and get on with it!" So thanks for listening to me feel sorry for myself. Now I'm ready to move on and try again.
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