Soooo sorry kaylababy!! I just read your reply to my other post (about my dog) where you said at least negative test results are losing something you never had....but now you DID have something (someONE) so I won't even pretend to imagine how you are feeling right now. You will be in my thoughts.
Well, I am officially out. Woke up with period this morning. Man, the meds seriously messed with my body (and my head). Im trying to look at this failed attempt as a practice run. Now that I know for myself not to view every side effect as a symptom (i know, I know, you did warn me) I think I'm better prepared mentally for another go. I'm soooo glad I didn't tell a bunch of people. I only have to tell my sister, my best friend, my boss (b/c I'll need more time off!) and a work friend I told b/c she started talking about doing iui herself. Here's to staying positive and trying not to obsess for another month! Oh, and to mother nature for bringing my period in time for me to know I can have some wine while watching the super bowl!!
As much as I would have loved a success, I'm sooo relieved to have a definitive answer after 16 days of uncertainty. I feel much more relaxed today (but it might be the wine). Actually, I feel more relaxed than I have since first making the decision to try this crazy process. It's because I finally know what's next. I will call my RE tomorrow and make an appointment for an ultrasound to check follies around cycle day 12 or 13. I will start clomid on Tuesday and will go about my life as usual until the dreaded tww. For me, it's the not knowing that drives me bonkers. The actual process is easy -I do what my RE tells me to do when he tells me to do it.
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Good luck with your next attempt jaimec, Kaylababy and austingurl!
And jaimec, I know it's hard to have it not work out each month. :-(